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Rumination

by Holl Morrell

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1.
Spider's Web 02:56
There was a time when I wanted that You flaunted that Exalted, I took that You knew exactly how to manage me You'd damage me But then you'd encourage me I'm just a simple person in my affections I like a man who knows his own intentions And so unknowingly I made my escape From the spider's web you'd woven in the landscape So many times you have played this game You know its name You like to inflict pain And now I know exactly what you are I laugh when you thirst Cause I am a reservoir I'm just a simple person in my affections I like a man who knows his own intentions And so unknowingly I made my escape From the spider's web you'd woven in the landscape You were the silver bullet that I dodged I still got shot I'm still glad it's you I dislodged Cos now I know your method I know what you expected I'm glad you didn't get it
2.
Fleeting 02:04
I've almost given up on us meeting I break my neck to turn my head To catch a glimpse and it's fleeting Mysterious spritis fly, in the corner of my eye My my, by-the-by, you're the reason that I try I've got to find out why, cause it haunts me Tried to deflect, tried to deny, I must admit that it daunts me Mysterious spirits fly, in the corner of my eye My my, by the by, you're the reason that I try
3.
I have dragged myself out of these holes many times before But this hole goes deeper No more lies to myself It's too big to ignore Cause it makes me feel so much cheaper Don't let me fall Haul my sins to the ocean Don't let me fall I can't stand, I crawl Poisioned emotion I have felt so much shame for the things that I had to hide I'm the queen of secrets There was no-one in my young life in whom I could confide All my nights still sleepless Don't let me fall Haul my sins to the ocean Don't let me fall I can't stand, I crawl Poisoned emotion I need to fall, to haul my sins to the ocean Why do I need to fall, to haul my sins to the ocean Don't let me fall Haul my sins to the ocean Don't let me fall I can't stand, I crawl Poisoned emotion
4.
Ruminate 02:03
Don't know why I thought you were incredible Put you so high on a pedestal But you were so bloody irresponsible Such a fall from grace illogical I don't want to do this but I ruminate Can't sleep and I can't concentrate Stress pile big as my body weight Can't stop myself, I ruminate Don't know why I brushed aside your arrogance And falsely thought it confidence Where others would see duplicity I chose to see efficiency I don't want to do this but I ruminate Can't sleep and I can't concentrate Stress pile big as my body weight Can't stop myself, I ruminate So you can say the right words You don't even weigh how much it hurts But I didn't see your cowardice I only saw the artist
5.
Do you wonder why friends do not stay And your heart's lonely and grey? To find love, first give love away Perhaps you'll see someday When she needed reassurance You turned your face away But she gave you perseverance Perhaps you’d see someday When your friend cried out in fear and pain, You turned your face away She gave loyalty; you gave disdain No empathy displayed Til the Sun swallows the Earth in flame She turns her face away For the wage you earn from this is shame You can’t escape payday And you wonder why friends do not stay And you heart’s lonely and grey? To find love, first give love away Perhaps you’ll see some day
6.
I left you cold, cold, cold So you left me broken, And my story untold Cold, cold, cold, You're the King of your ice palace, Crowned with fool's gold On shall you strut, strut, strut, Unaware of the black hole At the core of your soul Turn, turn, turn, But the pages are empty Your humanity's burned
7.
Wildest 02:41
I never feel safe in my home town Damn humans never fail to let me down But my wounds will scab over and I will heal With an exoskeleton of Sheffield steel I will not be silenced Celebrated or damned, never again will anyone force my hand This is me at my wildest Minus my former mildness Hit me, hate me, but you can't hurt me People seem to think because I smile And I make time to discuss their problems for a while That I will lie down and be walked on But in the face of injustice I get locked on I will not be silenced Celebrated or damned, never again will anyone force my hand This is me at my wildest Minus my former mildness Hit me, hate me, but you can't hurt me I'll take it to the top and drag you to the bottom I'll never stop, won't let it be forgotten So I suggest just don't screw with me Cause I'll take you to task so swiftly I will not be silenced Celebrated or damned, never again will anyone force my hand This is me at my wildest Minus my former mildness Hit me, hate me, but you can't hurt me

about

I wrote this little rage-filled collection of songs a good five or six years ago now. But I needed some distance from those swirling emotions before I could get the songs finished and ready to release. There's also a remake of an old and funky favourite, 'Fleeting'. Enjoy!

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released January 22, 2023

All songs written and performed by Holland Morrell, except:
My Story Untold, written by Holland Morrell, Heather Morgan, and Ruth Nicholson. Violin performed by Ruth Nicholson.

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Holland uses Ableton Live Suite with Spitfire, Native Instruments, and AAS sounds.

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Holl Morrell Doncaster, UK

Holl is a composer, songwriter, artist, and is also responsible for the Imaginary Kazoo Orchestra on YouTube.

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